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Kraven The Hunter
I realized I forgot to add his poison vials on his harness. I will try and add those soon. Otherwise, this is my completed Kraven piece
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I'm writing this not for attention or sympathy or concern. I don't need you to feel bad, think of me, comment or pray or any of the things you may think will help.

But I do want to talk about where my life has been and how it makes me feel.

I don't want this life.

I spent the last eleven years of life in a relationship with somebody who cared less and less about me each day. Every day she stripped away a thing we did together, picked a new fight, took less interest in things.

Over the course of the relationship she had chased off all of my female friends, the only friends I would have said were "real".

After eleven years, she cheated on me and kicked me out. So I moved to a new city. I figured this would be a new start. I could find friends and love and replace all my empty spots in my life.

But the more I try, the deeper those holes get. See, you can't go talk to people you don't know when you're alone. You come off as creepy or desperate. It's a never ending cycle.

So I figure why not try dating sites? Match, tinder, OkCupid, bumble. I go in with a positive attitude. I tell jokes, we laugh, I act like a gentleman.

I'm the past five months I've been on a long string of first dates and not a single second date. I've been ghosted more times than I can count. I've been constantly invited to donate to adult web cams by robots pretending to be interested females. I've fallen prey to apparent sociology experiments from behavioroligy students... and I'm exhausted.

I'm sick and tired of trying to be nice and genuine, only to be not just turned down but outright ignored. Hundreds of dollars in dinners and drinks and not even a new friend to show for it.

So here I sit. In the dark, in the heat. Poorer in money, resolve, confidence. Venting my frustrations and sorrows out into the hollow, unflinching blackness of the internet.

To what ends? To say I spoke my piece, I guess. To do what I can to try and climb out of one of these craters that were once my social life.

But it doesn't change the fact that all joy has been sucked from my life. I'm never happy anymore. A life of solitude is not for me. I want it done.
  • Listening to: My neighbors fighting
  • Playing: Killer Instinct
  • Eating: Alcohol
  • Drinking: Alcohol
Julio WIP
Work in Progress. Starting a painting of Julio Calavera
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Started more work and now I have to slow down again :(
I'm going to be in India for the next month. Demon lord and Drahmin have to wait until I get back to the USA :/
I'm writing this not for attention or sympathy or concern. I don't need you to feel bad, think of me, comment or pray or any of the things you may think will help.

But I do want to talk about where my life has been and how it makes me feel.

I don't want this life.

I spent the last eleven years of life in a relationship with somebody who cared less and less about me each day. Every day she stripped away a thing we did together, picked a new fight, took less interest in things.

Over the course of the relationship she had chased off all of my female friends, the only friends I would have said were "real".

After eleven years, she cheated on me and kicked me out. So I moved to a new city. I figured this would be a new start. I could find friends and love and replace all my empty spots in my life.

But the more I try, the deeper those holes get. See, you can't go talk to people you don't know when you're alone. You come off as creepy or desperate. It's a never ending cycle.

So I figure why not try dating sites? Match, tinder, OkCupid, bumble. I go in with a positive attitude. I tell jokes, we laugh, I act like a gentleman.

I'm the past five months I've been on a long string of first dates and not a single second date. I've been ghosted more times than I can count. I've been constantly invited to donate to adult web cams by robots pretending to be interested females. I've fallen prey to apparent sociology experiments from behavioroligy students... and I'm exhausted.

I'm sick and tired of trying to be nice and genuine, only to be not just turned down but outright ignored. Hundreds of dollars in dinners and drinks and not even a new friend to show for it.

So here I sit. In the dark, in the heat. Poorer in money, resolve, confidence. Venting my frustrations and sorrows out into the hollow, unflinching blackness of the internet.

To what ends? To say I spoke my piece, I guess. To do what I can to try and climb out of one of these craters that were once my social life.

But it doesn't change the fact that all joy has been sucked from my life. I'm never happy anymore. A life of solitude is not for me. I want it done.
  • Listening to: My neighbors fighting
  • Playing: Killer Instinct
  • Eating: Alcohol
  • Drinking: Alcohol

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MisterNefarious
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Artist | Student | Varied
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I am available at all times for commissions, collaborations, feedback and friendship.
I'm a friendly guy, feel free to drop me a line. I'm a jack of all trades (though admittedly a master of few) and mostly know what I'm talking about ;)
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Esau13 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the faves!
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MisterNefarious Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Student General Artist
No problem. Good work
vwry excited for mkx :)
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Esau13 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah man April 14 can't get here fast enough 
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Esau13 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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rokusho1345 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014
Thanks for the fav!
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BodyTriangle Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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MisterNefarious Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014  Student General Artist
NP buddy! Good work
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Esau13 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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crazyc2k Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014
thx 4 the faves
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bear213 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014
thank you 4 the fave's
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